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new song by she

2010-03-27T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hi, this song is by she, best describe friendship between girls...

song...

2010-03-10T20:24:00.000-08:00

Hi long time never post le...
Found 1 song which i think it quite meanfull...

☆炎亚纶愿意不爱你☆
十字街道做背景寒风当道具
气氛闷的就像要下雨我在等回忆光临
记忆中那场相遇还如此清晰
怎么转眼就面对分离
温馨片段没整理已经来不及
你说有我暖过的手心现在贴着别的心
深情像片碎玻璃散落在眼底
闪着晶莹却也痛了自己
我愿意不爱你
因为所有快乐伤悲都那么多余
我愿意不爱你
痛就放在心里不用关闭不需要痊愈
快乐点滴没整理已经来不及
你说属于我们的回忆你都不能够继续
再见说得那么轻就好像空气
可是为什么我无法呼吸
我愿意不爱你
以后所有快乐都涂上凄美记忆
我愿意不爱你
从此就将回忆点滴直接注射在心里

let the picture talk

2009-11-18T04:38:00.000-08:00

Saw those picture le ma?
jan 8 going again...hope got a lot more good picture.

back to city life...

2009-11-13T01:59:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to sentosa and overnight at a kampong hut... the enviroment there is very good..
there is very relaxing. because there the hut is like the kampong style de. unlike the common building style...although very troblesome cause the hut dun have a toilet, if u want go toilet or bath. you have to go the toilet outside the hut de... then the room anly have bed, aircorn and cabine... but go there with those heavy bag make us feel like we are going camping...
hahas...talk about the trip...thank god my mom let me go with them...hahas...
thursday we went went to vivo city giant to buy thing and then proceed to sentosa...
then reach sentosa, walk to the place...then damm suai...walk until half, rain...then we so poor thing still need to take out our unbellar in the rain...then reach the place le.. then all of us so damm stupid to walk one big round the the counter...then when reach room, gui fang and me went bath... then after bath. while waiting for jeremy to finifh bath, me and gui fang have a nice time chatting...hahas...then when jeremy back, we wait in the room for ezra to reach...
then finally. ezra reach. then we go find place to eat, again, walk 1 big round end up in the kampong hut there eat...hahas... feel like we walk a lot that day...then finish eating, jeremy & ezra went to the poo to swim. me & gui fang go bath. then later... while we wait for those 2 guy to finish swim. me and gui fang feel like is 2 wife waiting for husdand at first...later feel like 2 mother waiting for kid... cause they like crazy kid keep jump in to the pool, damm look like a kid...hahas...but very cute also...
when back in the room. ezra fall alseep first, then me... jeremy never sleep. gui fang sleep at about 2 am... then 3.30am i wake her up to accompany me go toilet....then go back sleep after toilet. then 5am wake up again... then wait till 5.30 then go brush teeth cause we want to go watch sunrise, then walk in the road to the beach... reach the beach...it started to rain... end up no sunrise...sian...not romantic le... damm sad...then back to the room. cause quite tired then all went sleep except jeremy. then about 8.30 wake up due to the noise and also i want to go toilet...
then later all went swiming...hahas... damm fun de...
gui fang end up push into the water by me for about 2 time. then later we all jump into the water like a kid... but is into a 2m deep pool.... so scare....then after swim, rush to bath and then drag our feet back home...sian... now in ezra house blogging. and he sleeping in his mother room...
hope can go there soon...with the same people. but then need proper planning.
hahas... going off... noting to write le... bb

boring friday!

2009-11-05T18:52:00.000-08:00

hi. noting to do at home, yesterday never go school, then stay at home choing the BEO revision paper. that teacher give us 7 set. and i complete 5 set. the remaining 2 set is for me to copy the model answer to study for the coming exam de... today target to complete my BEG & BPF revision Note. if can also hope to complete POA note also... Hope that this time can Get about 3.5 or 4.0 GPA... really scare cannot get into admin course at CE. but more scare this december holiday cannot get a job...sian... today and tmr got to stay at home alone. cause ezra go for his production shoot. got to wait till sun then go out with Feline...
finally can go out with friend, wonder what should i wear on that day... looking forward...
bb...noting to write le...bb

sad sad

2009-10-25T05:16:00.000-07:00

today not really in a good mood. super feel like cry out loud.
that idiot go time zone play also never call me go...
i alone at home super boring, brother use com, then no com to use...
then want go out, no one accompany me, may having o level soon, dun want effect her.
ITE friend all stay far away. btw, back to topic.
i super feel like ezra treat me like a idiot.
early morning 10 am wake up to wake for his call to go out play, then never call...already disappointed...
then after that i go cwp alone, while waiting for bus, found out that he went time zone never ask me go... super angry....
after that hide in neoprint machine and watch them play...they fail to notice me...
although i have been hopping in between the 2 machine.
after that i send a sms to him and then went to print out my homework.
walking around like idiot hope that he will manage to find me...
then...fail to find me. or i can said...never even bother to find me.i have been to cwp, it very ming sian that i am still in cwp that time when he call me...
then later dun want let parent find out i angry with ezra, then alone go swimming.
super sian...
i think he dun even know the reason why am i so angry...
i think if i write some more, those who read my blog will sian le ba...
i also going to play hello kitty online le...
bb...going to see how he will react...

future

2009-10-20T04:28:00.000-07:00

BPF - Basic Person Finance lesson today i learn that actually buying a house is not that easy.
and it make me feel that if i really want to buy a house of my own, i will need to invest my money in some form of investment such as unit trust/ bonds or fixed deposit.

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Although school reopen le, but i still in holiday mood...
sian... even before holiday, i already lost interest in studying.
but still got to finish poly, which mean i still got to study for about 4 years or more.
finishing poly is not my wish, but my parent. hope i can complete it...

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Thinking of why do i still feel lonely although i already have friend and BF?
Wonder what my future will be?

life

2009-09-25T03:34:00.000-07:00

just now mom play a song. i quite like it.
after reading the 歌词. i find it quite meaning full.
it a song that describe life. it like "angle" VS "devil". attitude toward life...
Hope you all will like it.
it a old song...title:难为正邪定分界

getting moody...

2009-09-10T04:40:00.000-07:00

sad sad....

after watching Itazura na Kiss, which is 惡作劇之吻 anime... however it got some different.
after watching. i prefer watching anime one because it got a better ending... and i like it a lot...

Also... after watching it... i started getting moody and feel like crying...

I feel like i am the kotoko which is 湘琴.

although ezra is not a genius, but the attitude is the same...sian...

he seldom show that he care/love me... just like the male lead in the show... sian...

always wondering if he still love me same as before...

i belief when we reach 21 years old... we would know the answer le...

but... will i be able to wait so long? it feel so unsecured...

how will a guy like a useless girl like me? impossible...

why?

2009-09-06T04:33:00.000-07:00

why am i born to this world?

With ,my parent dun love me?

no matter how good i have done...they never praise me...

it like they are never satisfied with me, no matter how good i am. or how much thing i have done.

my bro and sis they never did any thing. nor their result is better than me...

but just seen like my parent dun hate them or dislike them...

why?

if they dun like me... why bring me to this world?

...

2009-08-27T04:00:00.000-07:00

hi. here to blog... i will try to not let my blog die...
thinking of how to pass my coming exam...sian...
and also thinking that should i open up a blogspot that sell glass bottle...
wonder would people wanted to buy it or not...hai...

noting to said

2009-07-31T06:01:00.000-07:00

IT FRIDAY again. wonder what schuld i cook tomorrow. cannot cook curry due to family having not feeling well and weather is already very hot le.
today went to play bowling with ezra and over spend about 20 dollar. got to find ways to save money le.
btw, 7/8 coming. i quite happy about it. cause it will be our 3 years celebration.
Well wonder why should i keep update my blog when no one come my blog de...sian.
Guess even may also dun have the time to come my blog.
Well. guess u all can look forward to more photo.
i will post it when i am free.

picture time

2009-07-30T05:09:00.000-07:00

hiback.
yesterday do the NAFA test until today my leg, stomach mucles aches.
quite pain.then cannot walk fast...
not going to recently.talk on the adventure course today because i did not went to play. i stand there see...
hahas. cause i scare to height.well. noting much to said. this is those picture i have taken .

Hi

2009-07-29T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hi Back From school.
Today reach home at about 4pm.
But today got NAFA test ( 2.4 + 5 items )
Reach home then my leg is quite pain. but just now after bath i give it a message now better le.
Today i cook my own dinner. bacon + Mushroom rice. the taste is quite good.
hahas. feel like go to downtown east cheer to buy the chicken chop to cook then eat...
wonder how the taste will be like...
hahas. that all for today. going facebook le. bb

back

2009-07-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

Wow super long never update my blog le. Recently realize that i am more happy to be in a ITE compare to be in sec 5. Reasons is simple, there no one to make fun of me anymore.
Although i am a weird girl in 1 of my ITE friend. Who also a NA student, N level score of 10 pointed. just because i got a quite good result. But refuse to go sec 5. But i am happy enough to be able to get out of there.However. I am quite sad that i fail to get revenge to those who use to make fun of me. sad sad.
Well. life may be a merry go round, what you give to other people, it will come back to you one day.
that what i believe.

I will try to update my blog more fequence. to prevent it from rotting.

To all my dear friend. the most important in life is to be happy. and tresure all your happiness, because they dun last long.

long time no see!!!

2009-01-17T05:00:00.000-08:00

hi...very boring at home noting to do.then take may advise and come to update my blog. recently keep thinking about what i going to be when i grow up. the most i want is to open a shop of my own then i can ask my friend to help me to to business
because i always want to work with my friend. if i did not manage to open a shop.
then i would maybe go work in a office or dun know where until i get marry or after i have kids.
recently also keep thinking about what my some people is true or false.
hope that it false. i heard that people said that the year 2010 will be the end of the world.
then now already 2009 le.very scare.
sian...life in ite although maybe fun and have lot of freedom.
but my course a lot of role play.
and it train me to be a good presenter.
recently also trying to apply scholarship and bursary.
hope can get either one.
wanting to collect a lot of thing for example:

comics

the 12 horoscope xiao shuo

nice bookmarks

love xiao shuo

some English book

anime VCD

but dun have so much money to buy.sian zzzCNY coming MORE SIAN hong bao money sure very less,go watch movie and shopping and then it gone...haven buy new cloth also...EVEN SIAN.no money to buy le...last time go bugis go eat and it cost me about $25+
and the money is suppost to let me buy new cloth.
hai....very de sian....and write a lot of rubbish here...
hope all those spammer will not spam my blog again...bb
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! AND A HAPPY SCHOOL LIFE!!!

finally reach home...

2008-06-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

hihi...back here to right blog as promise...

today went to the MacRitchie natural reserve.

went in at 11 am went out at 7pm.pro right?first...the trip start by blind fold every one.except the group leader.walk through a distance.then we decided that we dun want to blind fold le.so we take it out...then walk till the shelter there and wait for dun know how many hour
and play the game call murder...so unlucky first to be kill.
then play card game...the people got the profit so funny.first is the "muscle guy post" then follow by cat walk,carry on by crab walk. and end with the dance...
then carry on walking and walking...there are a lot of leave,bugs,monkey,tree and log...
then reach the "qiao"(dun know how to spell)

so high...and so scary...
after the thing.the thing i saw next is a lot of stair...
climp and climp and climp...
then walk down the stair
mind u...is really a lot...of a little...hor
by the time i reach the jelutong tower.
my leg is all soft...and my leg kept vibrating.
although it not cold.
climp up the jelutong tower...
see the view is super nice...
take picture with ezra.
and went down again.
then take group photo...they are from the Singapore hope church...(i guess so)
then walk and walk and walk again...
saw a lot to super nice view and take a photo with ezra...
and of Cos my pri school best friend shu ping...
then walk and walk and walk...
then take bus go tomseng plaza(sorry...dun know how to spell)
eat and drink.
and keep on pursued ezra to buy the "ding ding tang" for me
in the end...he borough 3 pack of sweet dragon bream and 1 pack of po pia candy and
the ding ding tang which i wanted...hahas...
take taxi to bishan and took the mrt home...
chase the 912 before it run off...
and reach home...
reach home first thing is to get into the bathroom and have a super good bath...
then sit in front of com and update my blog....
i will post my picture once i get them...it in ezra phone...
sian...tomorrow still got c.o...
dun feel like going...
stress.
see first ba...
we have been very lucky to be able to get home without being struck by lighting...
because the "qiao" is at the highest point...and is made of metal...is still got a little bit raining.
and lighting...todays walk make me understand that
without determination...u will not succeed in every thing...
so total i have walk about more then 30 km...
and dun know lose how much fats...
hahas...
want to lost weight?
go for the walk...sure u will lost weight and build up your leg muscle...

i am back...

2008-06-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

hihi...long time no undate le...
yesterday that ezra go his cousin house...then left me alone...so sian...
morning went to meet may,and have KFC as breakfast.
that meal cost me $5.50...so expensive...half of my pocket money gone le...hahas...
at night...went to ang mo kio hub to walk walk...then buy new shoe and play game...
then went to find my parent at their friend house...
and lost my way in ang mo kio ave 10...
walk for almost 2 hour and finally found my ways out...
found my parent and took a taxi home.
so sad...ezra haven come back from his cousin house.
i think he will be back tonight or tomorrow...
sian....dun feel like doing the holiday home work...
see all those word make me more sleeply...
hope time can be a litttle bit faster.
so i can quickly finish my exam..
if i go to ITE. the first thing i want to do is to tear up all my book and recycle it...
(cannot burn...because of global warming)......sian....
bye bye...go find game play le...and dun said i never update blog le...

hihi

2008-01-21T06:16:00.000-08:00

hi long time no update le...
hai.today morning still quite ok...
but when reach i was so jealous about my cousin.
my mom brough him a huge dog which cost 25 doller...
wow...i so jealous. i also want...
in the past. my mom won't buy for me no matter what.
now she buy for my cousin...for noting...
so jealous...hai ya... she won't care de la...
his god son ma...
then in audition.ezra went to play ballroom dance with other girl.
in front of me.
hai...get use to it le...
but still dun quite like it...
but who ask me to have a poor skill in audition.
hai. forget it le ba...
noting in this world i s perfect anyways...
bb.log off le...

first day of 2008

2008-01-01T04:48:00.000-08:00

hihi happy new year...
today sleep until 10 o clock+ wake up and wonder why ezra still haven call me or sms me...
then play ds a while then go bring my cousin come....
reach home about 1:30 call ezra and he never heard it...
3 + i go out...in the end i wait for ezra for about 1 and half an hour...
go time zone play...
he use 300 ticket and change a mini mouse head for me...
went to eat ice crean and then went home shortly after that...
reach home....
and saw something sad...my little bird has die...
and the reason is because my dog bite it...
so sad...after i bath.i put the death bird in a box and left it on the table...
to let my parent see him last time...
hai dun said le...the more i said the more i want to cry le...
bb.wish all of u have a good luck....

last day of 2007

2007-12-31T04:53:00.000-08:00

hihi...today is the last day of 2007...hai...1 more day...and my friend and i will be sec 4 student le.
sian.have to sit for n lv...hai...wonder will our relation ship with ezra will continue or not...
i wish it will...but...who know what will happen tomorrow?
hai.yesterday went to east coast park with my sis and cousin to cycle...
find the mac find like hell...
went the wrong way...in the end...can't find mac and we are all very tired...
run out of energy...what happen in the night?
my leg pain like hell...
apply medicine still no use...
mid night dun know what time.my leg pain until i can't sleep...
5 o clock+ i went to the living room and apply the medicine one more time...
and it got better...if not. i guess i can forget about walking around le...
hahahahaha...first time my leg pain until like this...
hai...school open soon...i guess time to save money and time to lose weight le...
so i can wear nice cloth on Chinese new year...hahahahaha....
hai today.few day ago have a little chat with my bro...and we share a lot of thing...
hahaha...can;t tell u all what we have share...i dun know how to said it...
hahahahaha.....it a little mimi between us...hahahahahah
today ezra dun know go where with who and seldom sms me...hahahah
never mind.i should have guess it...
it our style...hahaha...
and may there complain...why i dun sms ezra and sms her...
hahaha...feel like crazy le...
hahahahaha...lame sia...
never mind...too boring until i gone crazy le...
hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
now download nds game...using my bro profile...sian...
i want my profile...

christmas celebratetion with friend

2007-12-26T05:15:00.000-08:00

hihi...yesterday is christmas...
in the morning,7 a.m,i wake up to morning call ezra and left my phone to charge...
about 8 am i wake up again cause need to ask ezra what time meet...
plan about 8.30am call my cousin wake up...
at about 8.15 my cousin wake up herself...
then we go bath and then i get my self ready and help her do up her hair...
then...go cause way collect cake,wait for ezra,and eat mac happy meal breakfast...
then saw fei fei at inter change.
take bus...at may house,
make up.play game.exchange present.eat cake. and go cause way...
eat pizza,sob sob...eat until i need to pay 26 doller...hai...
if my cousin have not come.may be i can spend more...
then take mrt go orchard.
watch movie.sob sob...i need to pay the move ticket for my cousin again.
end up i need to own fei fei 3 doller...
hai...then after that went home...hai...today. go buy book with ezra...
meet about 4 o clock at kfc...
eat lunch then go popular....
hahas...we go buy book and pencil and all that...
end up we spend 20 doller each to buy pen and pencile all that...
my book cause about 36 doller...
then go library to arrange...then...go mac eat...
then go take bus home...and saw michelle...
take one round bus with michelle and then go home bath..
and then here to write post...
bb

fun day...

2007-12-21T04:15:00.000-08:00

hihi...2nd post for today....hahas
just now go cause way to buy present for may and 1 exchange present...
that ezra dun know how make me accidentally said out what i make for him...
hahas.lucky i never said out what i did to that doll...hahas...so fun...
tomorrow going his house to teach him cook instant noodle...
but...his mother should know how to cook what...why need me to teach?
and tomorrow is dong zhi...eat tang yuan day...
my father ask me to buy 5 pack of tang yuan home...
hahas...maybe if tomorrow i remember and the super market still got tang yuan...
then maybe i can buy 1 pack and cook for his family...
since he wish to eat...
hahas...so happy...the little secret between us has been change...hahas...
tomorrow i want to go to "bai" my grandma...
i wonder will she miss me in the other world?
i miss her a lot... wonder is she is suffering in the other world or what?
hai...dun talk le ba...talk so much rubbish...

tidy up my room...

2007-12-20T22:17:00.000-08:00

hi...today 10.44 a.m that stupid ezra call me wake up and do the new member list...
omg.i still want to sleep and he dun let me sleep...hai...
no choice and wake up do the mew member list...
then later,he call me again and told me all the thing that happen...he online saw may also tell me...
he said that if he dun tell me he will 不安.hai...anyway get use to it le...
then cook instane noodle for my aunt and my mom...
eat le then my mom ask me go clean up my room...
then i go lor...then found some new hair clip for chindren and some wallet...
wonder can put at blog sell or not...
after clean up my room...i have 2 big plastic bag of rubbish...
and i wet 2" shou jin" now using the 3rd one...because of all those stupid dust...
cause me to have a running nose...
and my forehead...it all red...
hai...later going to cause way to pay the internet bill and go buy christmas with ezra...
bb...going bath le..if not... later it will my skin turn to turn red le...
hahas...bb

hihi...

2007-12-19T20:36:00.000-08:00

hi..good afternoon every one...hahas.
today sleep until 10 o clock...because that ezra call me...plus my aunt come...
result in i cannot sleep until 12 or 1 o clock...
now i waiting for my cup noodle to be cooked...
and my tofu eggs...
hahas...inorder ro save money...
i really had no choice but to eat cup noodle or instane noodle...
o.these few day really dun feel like stay at home...
will go crazy one...want to go out...cannot...
because once i go out i will at lease spend 2 doller or more...
so have to stay at home...
may...monday go to ezra house with me la...
i dun want stay at home...will go crazy de...
hai...noting to said le bb... good luck...

hi

2007-12-18T06:43:00.000-08:00

hihi...i guess i need to come update blog le ba,if not may want to scold me le...hahas
noting much to write...
yesterday dear go to his cousin house...
i guess he will come back to his own house maybe tomorrow or the day after ba...
hai...christmas coming...lazy to go work with father...
worrying about christmas going out with may they all and dun know when go beach with
-TWINS-...
worry about what?
first...i worry i dun have enough money to spend...
so,i will have to eat 1 whole week instane noodle to save money...
2nd) i dun have enough money to buy christmas present for dear...and dun know what to buy...
3rd)scare going to beach with dear...(ezra u know why i scare one)
hai...so trouble by all this stupid problem....
and thursday is public holiday...
HOW AM I GOING TO SAVE MONEY LIKE THIS?
hai.if go work with father,
he sure will said me one...
said that i got job and i dun want all this type....
hai...it seen like no matter what i do.he will not like it one...
no matter is the thing i buy or how my room is so untidy...
he alway said my room is so untidy.full of rubbish...
pls la...that all he think lor...he dun even understand me one lor...
wish that i can fast grow up...
then can try to get 1 house of my own and move out of this house....
hahahahahaha....my dog hungry le...i go feed her...bb....
goodnight and have a sweet dream....

photo

2007-12-11T04:13:00.001-08:00

hihi...here to update the photo...

long time no see...

2007-12-10T05:30:00.000-08:00

hihi...
i long time no see le...
yesterday go out with family,but rain,so we had to tie the big plastic hahas...
so funny.my bro once said that it was like a superman car hahas...
once play a while is quite fun...if every day than is very boring...
hahas...then we go "fishing"...
it not that fish that are in the hook...
it the prawn that are being hook up...
hahas...
i heard that -TWINS- are going to have a chalet...
I WANT GO...
because i never go chalet with friend before...
but my mom will never let one...
sian...
and i got 2 new pet...
one wu gui and one small crap....
tomorrow then i post the pic...
bb

hihi....

2007-12-06T04:05:00.000-08:00

hihi...long time no update blog le...
noting much to said...
hahas.today my mom never go work....
and she finally agreed to cook after i nag at her for a long time....
hahas...i was so happy...just because my mom cook dinner...
hahaha...because my mom seldom cook...
then it quite rare that she will cook dinner...
we eat until so full...
hahas...i always said that my parent has "3 little pig " at home...
that 3 pig is me,my bro and sis...
hahas...
that why we are all so heavy...
hahaha...
and guess what?
WGS C.O and MCO has get a GOLD back from the international competition...
hahas...hope to see this every 2 year from SYF...
hahas.i dun have any chance to go for any competition...
no matter how good my skill is...
i dun have any chance to go le...
even 2009 SYF...
my mom will never allow...
hahas...now i only wish time will grow a little bit faster...
i scare the day when we get to poly,or ITE...
what will happen to me and ezra?
will we break up or what...
now quite happy that my friend have all arrive safely back...
hahas...now i having a cold...
wonder how to go to wild wild wet for outing tomorrow?
let see ba...
bb...

trip to east coast park my self...

2007-11-28T04:35:00.000-08:00

waiting for my dear...

hihi...after went to east coast park my self...

hope that my mood will be better...

while waiting for the bus,i watch the rain fall...

dun know why i feel like crying...

why life is so hard?is it true that life mean suffering?

i only want a life has no stress,no pressure。

我只想要一个自游自在，无优无[绿]，宁静，幸福的日子。。。

[sorry that i not quite know to use n j star...so have to use some word to replace...]

why is it so difficult to get it?i am tired of all this le...

but where can i hid and where can i run?

there no one to bring me out of all this...

hai,recently has too much extra practice that are driving me crazy...

those stress and pressure i having is from cca and school,

but since it school holiday then my stress is from my cca le..

i know it not my SL wrong...

she only want us to improve...

but dun she think that she has over do it?

i can't take the stress...

i dun know why...

i also wonder why i can't too much stress

and why am i such a emo kid?

sometime i really wish that i was not borough to this world...

but no choice,god let my mom bring me to this beautiful but cruel and realistic world...

hai,dun talk on all this le la...see pic ba...

i put it all on top...

or my blog will be a mess...

because i dun know how to post blog...hahas...

long time no see!!!

2007-11-26T04:34:00.000-08:00

hihi...long time no see...lot of thing to update and lot of photo...
let see...i Thursday come back from camp and Friday i go eat soul garden with ezra...
eat not that much cause there really noting much to eat...
here those photo that i take...

that the ice ezra and me make...hahas..

nice???we spend quite a lot of time making it...
end up our hand all sticky and that ice is very sweet...
k le la...lazy to upload other photo le...next thing...

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satuday...because my parent are not in singapore,

in the morning,ezra come my house and then we go cause way play

later we rush back to ezra house bacause there was a -TWINS-Meeting...

sian...then follow b a event...

satuday no photo...sorry...

and my sis scare that my bro will ask me to wash cloth for him...

my sis ask me not to go home so early...because she will be home late...

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sunday,my sis and i sleep until 1 pm then wake up...

hahas...because my bro at home,so we dun want to stay at home with him...

then we went to bugis to eat the steam boat...

$15 each person and there lot more better than soul garden...

we went there to eat "ma la huo guo"

very spice...hot until i drink lot of lime juice...lucky the steam boat got 2 different soup

together...one is spice and the other is not...

hahas...eat until very full,then went to bugis street walk walk then my sis ans i bough a watch

each...so sorry that i never take the photo of my wactch...

here the photo i take at the steam boat...

the steamboat before we start...

middle of eating...

ending...

hahas...sorry that i only took the photo of the food...

forget to take photo of myself...hahas...

bb that all...

update le...

2007-11-19T04:13:00.000-08:00

hihi,i guess i will just write thing that happen on sun and today...

sun day,i went to park to cycle with my family...
unfortunately...we just went there for about 1 hour more and it started to rain...
quite fun watching the rain.
then we go giant because there got a traffic jam...
hahas.there was damp cold lor...
i half wet,my cousin also half wet.my sis all wet...
here are some pic i took...

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today...morning i went to school for extra practice...
then i go to ezra house...
i play his psp and he play com...
then later we go update -TWINS- blog...
sian...then ezra and i went to cause way point to buy thing 4 the camp...
hahas.none of my friend in c.o except sook dun wish to go that camp...
but no choice...we have to go...
we play and shop.quite fun...
then ezra suddently want me to change my bag,shoe and hair style...
PLS LA I GET USE TO IT LE...
AND MY BAG AND SHOE CAN STILL BE WEAR
WHY SHOULD I CHANGE...
although i have wear it for about one year le...
i know may,ping,sook,michelle.fei, must be very happy to heard that right?
how i wish i can run away from it
this is very scary 4 me...
bb..i go watch my gong zhu xiao mei le...
so sian...tomorrow still got to go camp...

sad...

2007-11-14T04:53:00.000-08:00

so sad...my mom nagging me to pay my phone bill le...
it about 50 doller...if this go on...
how am i going to buy my psp?
life is really sad recently...
no matter how happy i play outside...
when i reach home...i can always feel like crying...
i dun want to cry in front of them
and i got no where to cry...
"wo men mei tian yao da xiao 3 sheng..."
but i every day "da ku 3 sheng"
who can bring me out of this painfull life?
i really tired of it le...
hope i can escape from real life...

life is painfull...

2007-11-12T04:03:00.000-08:00

hai...just reach home,and i cry le...
very no use right.
for just a little thing then cry...
but i cry when i bathing...
so my family won't know i cry...
i hate to cry in front of them...
today after i go for my extra practice,i go to m bf house
because may ask me to...
then when i go home...
my mom said that i never saw my bf for a day will die...
PLS LA...I NEVER LOR...
WHY THEY ALWAYS LIKE TO SAID THING THAT I NEVER DO...
I GO MY BF HOUSE...WE ONLY PLAY GAME LOR...
NONE OTHER THING LOR...
YET THEY SAID UNTIL I DO SOMETHING WRONG...
I HATE THIS...REALLY HATE...
BUT THEY DON'T KNOW...
very funny right?
my friend understand me better than my family...
so sad...may still haven online...
sometime,i really wish that i was death or i never exist in this world...
sometime really dun feel like going home...
home for me now is a place i can rest and play com and hid...
only sometime there are fun...noting to said le...bb

they dun understand me...

2007-11-09T00:14:00.000-08:00

my sis they all dun understand me one...
these few day...dun know y i have been crying before i sleep...
lucky...my family dun know i cry...
hahas...
i finally know that m family really dun understand me...
my friend know what i thinking...
my family dun...
but one thing i hate about both of them is that they always like play joke like
if some time i eat a lot.or i eat sour thing...
my both my family and my friend will said that i having m bf baby...
PLS LA...I WILL NEVER DO SUCH THING AT THIS AGE LOR....
that really make me really angry but i always never said out...
and they never know unless they read this post...
but...my family,none of them know what my blog add...hahas...
that a good thing...i dun wish to let them know...
hahas...noting to said le...
may i never update is because i noting to update...
and,pls kindly help me link michelle and my dear blog...

finally!!!

2007-07-25T05:07:00.000-07:00

hihi... long time no update this blog le...
hahas.i finally found a job for myself...
the job is not that tough.just have a lot of thing to remember...
hahasidun wish to said that where and what i doing...
take your time to guess ba...
hehe.the people there is quite good.
one even extent the time of her working to train me.
hahas.the other two boy is quite cute.
one hang a cute pig on his phone and left it hanging out of his pant.
the other is alway talking about funny thing to make us laugh.
this make my today training more fun.
hahas.hope it will alway be like that.
hahas.going to play audition or o 2 jam le
hahas...

looking forward

2007-07-12T22:50:00.000-07:00

hihi to all.now using school computer to blog haha...
very boring...
cause dun know how to do the flash thing lor...
almost all forget le...
dun know why suddently think of 7 /8 this date...
looking forward to this day...although that day got school and also got c.o...
i wish that he will agreed to go eat dinner with me...
that day will be our 1st year together...
haha,so happy.never though that our love will lost so long...
haha...gtg le i see people go back le...
bb,hahas.hope that on 9/8 we will have a fun day...
haha,wait for the next post ba...bye bye....

it will be a bad month

2007-07-10T05:34:00.000-07:00

hihi...today is the 2nd week of july.it will be a sad month for me...
not only this month.but for the next two month...
it will be a sad month...
because last year of these few months.
i had two sad thing which can mank me cry just by talking about it...
i won't said what make me sad.
hahas...
just now,my father nag at me angrily...
i know why.
it just because my mother is sick again.and need to see a doctor which cause him quite a lot of
money.and because of that.he nag at me for playing com and talk on phone.
he said that one can only do one thing at a time,
how can one do 2 thing at the same time...
my question is:why cannot...
there something call muliti-task
he cannot muilti-task is his problem...
that don't mean that i cannot muilti-task...
sometime i just can't stand him...
my friend once said that those who suffer now will enjoy later...
let hope that it true...

what is love?

2007-06-27T05:45:00.000-07:00

hihi...today i got one question,

what is love?

i know that it cannot be seen,touch or smell.

it a feeling from the heart...

but?how do we feel it?

i found out that i recently has been fighting with him when we talk on phone,

but i can't bring my self to said break up with him...

all my friend can't stand him.

i wonder why i can stand him.

so...is this love?

if not,what is love then?

is there any way can i find out this ans?

a scary day...

2007-06-10T20:09:00.000-07:00

hi hi...thank god that i never faint yesterday...

yesterday,me,my bf,may and ping go out play...

at first...we go watch movie...

and then we go play time zone as i have promised my bf to go play the DDR with him...

after that...we go to bishan cause we know that there got the uk fun fair...

when we reach there...

we go find out where the fun fair was... then we go find something to eat...

at kfc...

we saw a working crew always like to look at us...

on matter is we are playing the phone or we have just take out the money...

after we eat...may said that she want to eat some more...

so,she went to buy one more set of student meal...

the burger she eat,potato ping eat,and the drink i drink...

after we eat...we go walk around the shopping centre...

until around 8 pm...

we went to the uk fun fair...

ezra,may and ping keep wanting me go play that stupid challenger

so i go play...

cause they ignore me that i was scare...

so,even before the game start...

i already cry...

and when the game start...i shout at the top of my lung...

this was the first time i had used my highest and loudest voice

i never use myhighest voice before...

when the thing swing to almost the highest height that it can swing...

i almost faint...

although it was only for a few second...

i feel like my whole body has no more energy and feel like closing my eye and lay there at my sit

it was so scary....and i swore that i never want to play any fun fair forever...

after we play that stupid challenger...

ping,ezra and may so play the swing...i can don't play that swing because they had saw how

scare and how weak i was...

but after they play the swing...

it was may and ping turn to feel unwell le...

they keep complaint...

so,after a while, i saw that may and ping was so unwell...

so i ask ezra to go home...

after a while...we sit at out side that fun fair...

then we start walking back to the shopping centre...

i though that i had recover from the challenger after they had play the swing...

but...who know...

i play the less,and i was the first to vomit...

it was so unpleasent that i had cry...

may and ping said that...

if i had play the swing with them...

i sure will be more worst...than them...

ezra and may ask me to drink water...but i refuse to drink plain water...

so we go to the macdonal to buy drink...

the more i drink the coke...

the more i feel like vomit...

may also feel it...

after a while...we go to the toliet...

cause may want to vomit...

when may vomit...

i also almost out vomit.although i close my eye when may vomit...

at the mrt...

may fall asleep...

ping talk to her friend...

and i talk to my bf...

after we talk for a while...

we had this conclusion that i had a weak heart...

he also said that this will be my last time playing the fun fair...

i was so happy...

and my bf also said that by playing like this...

i would never forget him...

but...who would forget their first love?

when i reach home...

i check with my bro and sis...

and i know that i was the only child in this family who had weak heart..

and i know i had a weak heart not only by this challenger...

and also that at every mass run or my 2.4...

i would feel like vomit...

and if my bag is too heavy...

my heart would feel paint...

all this...my family does not know...

i also don't wish to let them know...

i wonder...every people who faint os almost die...

would have something or people who they have in mind...

is this true?

if it was...

why i does not have something or people in mind...

i don't know...

bb...it long enough long le...haha...

good luck to all people...

what is love?

2007-06-08T05:16:00.000-07:00

what is love?

i also dun know...

book tell me that love is a belief...

those who belief it will get a strong power...

but?what does that mean?

i wonder why my bf alway make me feel like he does not care about me,

he alway like to order me around...

and alway scold me when i do something wrong...

can't he just don't scold me even when i do something wrong?

he know i alway a little bit blurr...

he know i alway do something wrong one...

can't he just dun scold me?

i alway wonder why i alway can't bring myself to break with him?

am i deep in love?

is there no hope for me and just stay by his side?

omg...sure die le...

2007-05-27T06:35:00.000-07:00

hihi...i now feel like finding a place that all my friend and my dar won't find me...

just now they ask me to go to euro fun fair to see them play...

but when i got home...i then relise that it is so dark outside. they all know i scare of dark one...

yet they still ask me go...

then my dar got scolded by her sis. my dar then puinish me and my friend...

the puinish is that i need to play the funfair...

i dun understand...

why are they alway asking me to play all those stupid thing?

they know i sure scare one...

i alway wonder...is my dar really understand me?

but all the thing he does,mostly show that he dun really understand me...

i something wonder...why i choose him as my dar?

now i just want to run away...

from all my friend amd my dar...

but i dun have place to go...

feel like crying...but....

who know?

they dun understand me...

a trip to k box and uk fun fair...

2007-04-29T06:01:00.000-07:00

hihi...yesterday i went to orchard k-box...

morning went i go buy kfc,i found out that i forget to bring my other wallet go out...

no choice,i have to ask ezra go back with me...

we play com and after that we went to met may and other...

then we go k-box...

at k box...noting much to said...

there very cold...

me and ezra sing some song together...

example of song are:tong hua,lian shan bo yu zhu li ye,bu be bu ai...

after that...cause me and ezra was very cold,

we went out to walk walk...leaving may they all in the room...

later, they all said that they was being chase out without finish their last song...

they keep complain about that auntie...

and when we was having our dinner...

we all said that the service was bad...

after that...we went back to the k-box to get our drink...

after we take back...we said throw away the drink out loud....

haha..that because we want that auntie to know that even if we throw away the drink...we also

dun want to let that person drink...

today i went to uk fun fair with ezra,may and fei fei...

k la...i no mood to blog le...

my sis scold me...

cause just now my bro ask me go take the shirt out...

but i write blog until so good...

he ask me go do house work...

that not my job to do that...

i done most of the work le lor...

it NOT FAIR...

my sis recently often scold me because of my bro...

i dun know why...

now that after i got a bf. all my friend and family said that my attitud have change...

my family said that it change to bad le...

but it just...that they all dun understand me...

a boring day

2007-04-05T06:46:00.000-07:00

hi...today is qing ming jie...

i never go school and i go 'bai' both of my grand parent and my uncle who has pass away...

i never go school i very happy...

cause i finally can do 'bai' my grand mother who was very dote on me when she alive...

but till now i miss her very much...

nobody know...

just now...

my dear sms me and ask me to stop my childish habit...

i where got...

i alway like that...

it all my friend and he change me till like that one lor...

never mind...

then i try to change back...to what i am a few years ago...

and just now...

zhong hu sl call and scold me...

she ask me that base on my attitude,how can she pass zhong hu group to me in the future?

i ask my self...

if she pass zhong hu group to me...

will the member in the group listen to me?

cause i was being kick out of syf this year...

two years later...

i got less chance to go syf le...

even i was the best player and have the best attitude...

i still only have 10%of chance to go syf...

cause my mom dun allow me to go le...

i feel so ashame...cause i the only one in the family that never go syf...

nobody will know it...

it late le...bye...good night

is this wrong?

2007-03-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

i alway wonder that am i wrong to break the promist i make to myself...

cause this result that my friend alway qurallel with my bf...

i make a promist myself that i will not have any bf when i am still studying a year ago...

but i broke it...

and my friend is alway fighting because of my bf...

am i wrong to broke tha promist that cause my friend unhappy...

unlucky day

2007-03-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

hi hi...today noting much to said...

only in the morning my bf suddently give me a sticker that have my name on it...

i never though that he will give me thing for noting...

then after noon we had practice...

after that...i go home...

that unlucky thing is that i forgat to bring my black shoe back...

i left it outside...

the only thing i could do is to pray for my shoe would not be lost...

then...when i got home...get scolding...

cause i got home late...

noting to said le...bye,...

hihi.

2007-03-10T05:49:00.000-08:00

hihi...long time no blog le....

today i went out with may,he ping.fei fei,michelle,shu min and ezra...

at first...i was not happy...because ezra was angry with may...

i try all my way to cheer him up...but no use...

finally...at lunch time we eat together and he finally a bit happy le...

later...may they all said they all go walk walk first...

then me and ezra go buy drink and he said that he want to beat may...

i try to cool him down...but fail...

then i agreed to let him beat me and dun beat may...

then he beat me very hard...very pain...

i wonder why everytime ezra and my friend fight...

i often think of breaking up with him...

cause i dun want to break up my friendship just because of him...

but in the end...i did not did it...

and after he beat me...he finally happy...

of cost...i also very happy...

then we go shopping...

in just one shop...we spend about 1 and a half hour

every one of us buy at least one shirt or short...

but...michelle did not buy ...

later,we go eat dinner...

after i buy dinner...and going back to my seat...

i saw my cousin...

we never talk much...

after dinner...

we take mrt going home...

but ezra never accompany me until woodland...

he go to suntact to find his cousin...

so sad...but never mind...i still have my friend...

who know that my friend also never got off at woodland...

leaving me going home alone...

now at home le...noting to do then come here to blod...

and also...our own group of friend...

the group name is 'high and insane shoo[h&i shoo]

the member is me,may.fei fei.he ping. shu min and michelle...

noting to said le...bye... next time then come blog again...see u

when all of us eat wrong thing...

2007-02-26T04:10:00.000-08:00

haha...i rencently noting much to said...

only one thing...

which was a day when all of the dizi group,me and elaine eat wrong medicient...

that day...we got peforment at far east plaza...

after that...we go eat dinner together at cause way point pizza hut...

we where all very crazy...we play and laugh like crazy...haha

after that we go time zone and play...

result that i have a very good night...

overall...we where all very very crazy...

only those where there will know how much fun we have...

it so fun and crazy...haha... that all i have to said...

qing ren jie kuai le

2007-02-14T04:06:00.000-08:00

hi hi,a very happy qing ren jie to all of u...

i today quite happy...

although my present is not a doll...

but i got a small teddy bear and a chocolate that make like a flower...

after i go to my bf house to play com...

we go eat dinner at vista point...

then we go to cause way point to play time zone...

at time zone...i saw my classmate and other net ball girl...

after we play time zone...we go buy water...

later i ask him to go shopping for a while...

then a bad news come...may they all have take bus home and never wait for me..

but i still keep on shopping with my bf...then we went home...

today at school...

mamy of my classsmate said that my bf is very ''sweet''

and when at time zone...

i meet a girl who is waiting to play the game that we playing...

she told me that her first relationship only last three day...

i wonder y now day many of the BGR does not last long...

some a few day...some a few month...

i hope my relation ship with my bf will last for years...

lastly...i hope all of u a very happy qing ren jie....

before i forgot...i also want to wish WGSCOa very happy birthday...

and all of u a very happy new year...

i hope that WGSCO will get a gold back from SYF...

hi,a sad day

2007-02-04T05:10:00.000-08:00

hi.today cry le...

cause my father nag at me for something i did not do...

he said that i ask for more money to buy all my doll,sweet and other thing...

but I DID NOT DO IT...

i really use money to eat a good breakfast...

so sad...

i force myself not to cry...

but i fail...

i sometime feel that i am really usless...

see...i not good in my home work...

not good in game...

not good at tidying my room...

cannot find a part time jod...

own a lot of phone bil money...

not good in my cca...not good in sport...

even in class also can fall alsleep...

see...

i was so usless...

so sad...

maybe tomorrow will be better...

i going to skip my breakfast and maybe dinner...

to save money to go out...

and get a present for my bf...

hope i will not fail in saving money...

or else i will be really usless....

hi hi

2007-02-03T05:25:00.000-08:00

hi,long time no post le...

recently noting to said...

life very boring...

go to school,eat and sleep...

even this month 14 also cannot go out...

still have to study...

and...guess what?

both of us still have to attent our c.c.a extra practice...

hai...there noting we can do...

that a student life...

a boring student...

ha ha ha...

2007-01-16T04:13:00.000-08:00

long time no post le...

cause recently school reopen le...

busy traning my audition and youtube...

noting to said...life in sec 3 is not fun...

every day is busy with lot of home work...

so tired...life is so tired...

lucky i still have my best friend and my bf...

ha ha...noting to said le...wish all of u have a good life in school and at work...

and all the best in 2007

my birthday

2007-01-07T04:55:00.000-08:00

hi hi..today is 7 of jan...it my birthday...

in the afternoonmi went out with my bf...we go time zone and play, after that we go eat lunch...

at mac...at there...we meet he ping and michelle and may...

this is the first time we can get together without asking...

i so happy...then my bf treat me and my friend eat dinner...

in the end... he spend 50 doller...eating and playing...

but i am a little bit disapointed...

cause i wish to get a soft toy by my bf ...

so i can have a sweet momeries...

but i did not get it...

cause all my friend want my bf treat me dinner...

so...that goes my birthday present...

wish that i can get it on "qing ren jie"

noting to said le... bye...

long time no see

2007-01-04T05:05:00.000-08:00

hi hi,long time no update my blog le..

noting to said...

recently school reopen le...

life is reallly boring...

really boring...

under stress

2006-12-26T05:15:00.000-08:00

hi hi...today quite sad...cause i caanot enjoy life le...

i have to save up all my money...

for all my bill...and syf shirt...which all add up will be $100 or more...

i still thinking of all way to save up all the money i have...

lucky i have a group of friend...if not... i will go crazy one...

no mood to write my blog le..bye...

hi hi....

2006-12-20T04:07:00.000-08:00

hi hi...me and my friend yesterday go pc bunk playcom...

mybf help me win sencond in audition sea...

i so happy...cause i get a lot of den...ha ha...can go buy shirt le..ha ha...

and me and may buy a present for ourself.. ha ha.. very silly right...

and my bf got sick..hai,noting to said le...see u all in next post..ha ha...

noting to said

2006-12-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

hi hi.today i went out with my bf and may to cause way...

we went to time zone and play....

i had quite a lot of fun...and went home happily...

who know that my mood is all gone...

had a small fight with family again...and i cry again...and nobody know it...

i wonder why i cannot have a peacefull life...

it so sad to live with a sad feeling every day...what i wish for is peace full life...

is it so hard to get it??feel like crying...bye.i go play audition sea to get myself happy again...

long time no see

2006-12-16T04:30:00.000-08:00

hi hi,long time no update my blog le....

cause i noting to said...

last thursday.i skip c.o. cause i want to go out with friend...

we go ps...and had a great fun..i spend a total of 80 doller or more...

spend so much money my heart so pain...

kk.noting to said le.. good night.i go audition le...

i pick up a two doller note

2006-12-07T03:10:00.000-08:00

hi hi,today i go to bishan with michelle and we both wear school shirt go there. haha

funny right??

when we reach cause way,i found a two doller note on the floor and nobody pick it up.

so i pick it up.i use the money to buy a bottle a drink and left fifty cent.i donate it.

haha...noting to said le

hi hi

2006-12-03T05:00:00.000-08:00

hi hi,noting to said...this week i have to work give a name...

if not i still have to work with my father...

i did this is all because of money... hai..

life so boring...i wonder why..

hope all my holiday plan wll go well...

and hope by now,my sis boss have found people to work

so my holiday plan will not change...

ha ha,i very lazy right?? even a plan also lazy to change...

noting to said le..hope all my wish come true..and hope all my friend have a good night and a sweet dream//

to my friend

2006-11-30T03:55:00.000-08:00

hi hi,today noting to said,but i want to said something to my best Friend they know who they are..

friend,dun feel regret or feel bad about persued me to get into a relation ship with my bf...

it got noting to do with u all.it my own choice..i will not reget or blame u all,no matter what the

result of our relation ship will be....so dun feel bad about it,or think that u are a bad person...

diao!!!

2006-11-29T04:53:00.000-08:00

hi hi,just got back home...and have a small bad news, which is,i still have to wait for 12 more day

to go other people house...sian...

today is a super boring day for me..

tommrrow too.tommrrow sure will train zhong hu until siao...

i told a lie to some one,i told her that i was not being force to zhong hu...

but...for me,i think that i was being force to zhong hu...

noting to said le.bye

thank to my friend

2006-11-27T06:52:00.000-08:00

hi hi.i feel like typing out a part of a song to all my mac friend and all my best friend...i want to thank them for bring me such a wonderful "ji yi"...
friend forever

as we go on,remember,all the time we,have together.
as our life change,come whatever,we will still be friend forever....

today outing

2006-11-27T06:44:00.000-08:00

hi hi,today i go out with my mac friend.we go to the vivo city then go to plaza singapura and go

to north point time zone.in the end,we are late for the mac dinner.i have brought six "qiao ke li"

home.but i told my mom and bro that i only brough two home.ha ha i very bad right.

i enjoy today outing.although the mac we working at have close. but i hope that me and my mac

friend can still go out and have fun some other day...

my c.o camp

2006-11-24T05:25:00.000-08:00

hi hi,i back fro my c.o camp.

the first day ,it quite boring.yesterday,we have a race,it quite fun.

before i forget,the first day of camp.we have a haunted mansion

my bf,me,michelle and a girl go in together.

i think my bf is quite "ke lian"cause he have to stand 3 girl screaming.

and me hold his hand very tide.until his hand is very pain

although his hand is pain.he never let go of my hand.

yesterday,we have the graduation night.the performent is quite nice,

i think the graduation night is quite touching,my friend all think it very lamp.

today we should watch the sunrise,but we never watch.cause some of the c.o member

was late.never mind,next year still got chance...

happy day gone le

2006-11-21T05:45:00.001-08:00

hi hi.now not in a good mood.quite sad and feel like crying.

just got a scolding from my bf ezra.

he dare to scold me for his game wor,i wonder if he really care about me

i feel that he treat his game better more than me.

if this carry on i afraid i cannot stand it and break with him.

any one who read this can pls dun tell ezra.or anyone else??

just keep this to yourself...tommrrow go camp le...so sad...

i really feel like crying

happy day gone le

2006-11-21T05:45:00.000-08:00

a boring day again

2006-11-20T05:41:00.000-08:00

hi hi.today i went to cause way to buy the thing i need at camp with ezra

and we go time zone to play,we also have lunch together.

noting much to said le.very boring right??

tommrrow me,ezra,may and rong hui going to cause way...

i really dun want to go camp.but too bad.no choice

now caugh a cold with no reason.

really noting to said le.bye...

going to nag at may le

2006-11-18T05:19:00.000-08:00

hi hi,i tommrrow going to nag at may le

for putting the photo of me and ezra on the blog

if my parent see it or my parent know about it

i will go crazy one,they will nag at me for sure.

i 100%sure that my parent will nag at me if they saw it...

i dun want to go crazy at such a young age...

sad day

2006-11-15T04:18:00.000-08:00

hi hi, today is a sad day for me, not only today is the 100 day we have been together,

and have to stay at home,i still have to face my father nagging for having a bf.

i know they care about me.but they are driving me crazy,yet they dun know.

cause they will never understand me and what i face in school.

what they care i think is their face.they never tried to understand me,my bro or my sis.

lucky we have a group of friend that understand us.or else we will wnd up in a I.M.H...

that what i think....

the trip to sentosa

2006-11-10T04:58:00.000-08:00

hi my trip to sentosa is quite fun.

my friend and i had fun that day,we took many photo.

now i looking forward to the bbq me and my friend have plan.

we will have lot of fun on 14/11/06 night.

and hope my sl can cancle the extra pratice...

looking forward to tomorrow

2006-11-07T05:25:00.000-08:00

hi hi,i now listening to da gui,i enjoy it.

how i wish i have all the nice song of c.o in my com.

i looking foward to tommrrow.i wish tommrrow event will be a happy event

worry...

2006-11-05T04:44:00.001-08:00

today morning have to work,hai..so sad,cannot sleep more..

my title is worry because this month i have a lot of bill to pay,and have to go out with friend.

i wish to find one more work..but no time..if i dun go out with friend,my friend will be

disappointed one ..the only solution to my problem.is only to work with my father..

but i dun wish to work with my father...

2006-11-03T04:39:00.000-08:00

today quite boring...

until evening,i go cycling with may.

at night chat with may,ezra,michelle,he ping...

and........end of the day.......

a happy day

2006-11-02T04:57:00.000-08:00

hi, today i have a fun day with my friend.

my bf treat me and my friend eat pizza hut.

but i had a fall.

after c.o, i play with my bf.

it since some time i had a great fun.

i must think of a way to thank my bf