.Sunday, June 10, 2007 ' 8:09 PM Y
hi hi...thank god that i never faint yesterday...
yesterday,me,my bf,may and ping go out play...
at first...we go watch movie...
and then we go play time zone as i have promised my bf to go play the DDR with him...
after that...we go to bishan cause we know that there got the uk fun fair...
when we reach there...
we go find out where the fun fair was... then we go find something to eat...
at kfc...
we saw a working crew always like to look at us...
on matter is we are playing the phone or we have just take out the money...
after we eat...may said that she want to eat some more...
so,she went to buy one more set of student meal...
the burger she eat,potato ping eat,and the drink i drink...
after we eat...we go walk around the shopping centre...
until around 8 pm...
we went to the uk fun fair...
ezra,may and ping keep wanting me go play that stupid challenger
so i go play...
cause they ignore me that i was scare...
so,even before the game start...
i already cry...
and when the game start...i shout at the top of my lung...
this was the first time i had used my highest and loudest voice
i never use myhighest voice before...
when the thing swing to almost the highest height that it can swing...
i almost faint...
although it was only for a few second...
i feel like my whole body has no more energy and feel like closing my eye and lay there at my sit
it was so scary....and i swore that i never want to play any fun fair forever...
after we play that stupid challenger...
ping,ezra and may so play the swing...i can don't play that swing because they had saw how
scare and how weak i was...
but after they play the swing...
it was may and ping turn to feel unwell le...
they keep complaint...
so,after a while, i saw that may and ping was so unwell...
so i ask ezra to go home...
after a while...we sit at out side that fun fair...
then we start walking back to the shopping centre...
i though that i had recover from the challenger after they had play the swing...
but...who know...
i play the less,and i was the first to vomit...
it was so unpleasent that i had cry...
may and ping said that...
if i had play the swing with them...
i sure will be more worst...than them...
ezra and may ask me to drink water...but i refuse to drink plain water...
so we go to the macdonal to buy drink...
the more i drink the coke...
the more i feel like vomit...
may also feel it...
after a while...we go to the toliet...
cause may want to vomit...
when may vomit...
i also almost out vomit.although i close my eye when may vomit...
at the mrt...
may fall asleep...
ping talk to her friend...
and i talk to my bf...
after we talk for a while...
we had this conclusion that i had a weak heart...
he also said that this will be my last time playing the fun fair...
i was so happy...
and my bf also said that by playing like this...
i would never forget him...
but...who would forget their first love?
when i reach home...
i check with my bro and sis...
and i know that i was the only child in this family who had weak heart..
and i know i had a weak heart not only by this challenger...
and also that at every mass run or my 2.4...
i would feel like vomit...
and if my bag is too heavy...
my heart would feel paint...
all this...my family does not know...
i also don't wish to let them know...
i wonder...every people who faint os almost die...
would have something or people who they have in mind...
is this true?
if it was...
why i does not have something or people in mind...
i don't know...
bb...it long enough long le...haha...
good luck to all people...
♥ I Love My Boy ; o7o8o6 <3
